We all think that we would never have a disorder or an illness and just try to blame on outside factors or just plain ignore it. I understand your pain, fear and confusion and want to let you know that "you will over come it". You will learn and you will retrain your mind to be stronger then the fear, not to worry and to find happiness and joy in your life.
Friends and family will notice the changes, and you will notice the changes as you start to generate more friends from the new and improved person you will become. Fact of the matter is you are this happy and positive person that has been kept prisoner by some negative thought patterns. By curing your Anxiety you will no longer fear things that you should'nt fear or sit around at home alone and depressed. Your anxiety will be smashed and panic attacks and disorders will sail away from you as your anxiety cure gets closer.
I'm so excited that you have took the time to read and try to be an expert on anxieties and disorders. Soon you will cure your anxiety and be ready with enthusiasm and energy to help those who also have suffered conditions and disorders for years.
Cheers and Congrats on your Anxiety Cure Journey!